Monday, December 06, 2004
toe nails.
i will personally strangle the next person who steps on my left toe be it intentionally or accidentally. yeps.its the SHOE problem again. guess what, my new pair of shoes are only weeks' old, and they're still so white that they can pose off as school shoes! geesh.
my big toe perpetually gets bruised (under the nail) and the nail is half hearted as to whether it wants to forsake my toe or stay attached to it, hanging on by a mere thin piece of skin. OUch.
i cringe in pain whenever i try to press the nail so as to ease the bloodclot. sheesh. this isn't the first time i'm getting it but this time it seems to hurt even more. i'm getting old. baahhahaha.
okay. no link there.
i'm super tired now and why the heck am i still blogging? hm.
was that exhausted till the point that i fell asleep while waiting for the food to come just now.
today was the first day of all the IHG trainings.
had basketball at 8 in the morning, and netball at 4 in the afternoon.
basketball was alright until we did suicide runs. suicide both denotatively and cannotatively. felt my legs going all wobbly and jelly-like in the middle of the second sprint.
the mind is willing but the flesh is so so weak.
i perfectly understood what that meant while sprinting up and down the bball court.
likewise, netball training was ay okay, until we did horse stances and ab trainings stuff at the end of training. Poof. my legs really wanted to give way there and then. that one minute doing the horse stance felt like the longest minute i ever had and time just seemed to lapse slower and slower as the seconds went by...
seriously have no idea how i'm going to survive the rest of the trainings when today's merely the first day. F-I-R-S-T. i repeat.
oh my. and i can't stand the thought of all my energy and life (literally) being zapped away just by trainings. i mean, it's MY holiday! i'd wanna enjoy. slack. reward myself with a book and just read the whole day away. chill with friends at coffee joints just talking for hours on ends. thats what holidays are to me.
not having to worry when my other toe nail will get bruised or whether i'll have enough shorts to wear to sustain me for trainings for the whole bloody week. or when my ankle will finally give way again..
and there's so so many things i've set out to do this hols which i havent.
watch movies every single day.
read finish jonathan strange and mr norrell... sophie's world.. the unbearable lightness of being.. life of pi.
spend the whole day just browsing through the shelves in the library.
re-watch my favourite jap dramas one more time.
i need time.
sarah at 10:12 pm