Thursday, November 11, 2004
mystery person.
well well.currently eating a Mac's sausage macmuffin now while blogging. hope the keyboard doesn't get oily. hehs.
anyway, i just did the dumbest of dumbest things yesterday night. sigh. what's new right.
right.
i sms-ed someone. it went somewhat like a cheer-up sms, an encouragement (in an indirect way) and immediately after i hit the send button, i regretted it. Fearful (silly, but it's true) of the 'outcome', i went to switch my phone off. then, being curious to know what the person would reply, i turned it on again... and left the phone on for 10 seconds before i switched it off again. irritatingly fickle-minded if you ask me.
this morning, i woke up with the lingering thought in my head: should i turn my phone on?
well, i HAD to turn my phone on, i mean, what else is the phone for if not for others to contact you, especially since im not in hall now. shesh.
so, turned on the phone i did, and first sms i got was : who r u ?
hms. was having mixed feelings about the reply.
one. by asking who am i, means that person doesnt have my number in the person's 'phone-book'.
two. goody! since the person doesn't know who the mystery sms-sender is, and since im regretting sending out that sms, i -can- remain annoynomous, though not for long, but at least for now. hehs.
three. by behaving so furtively, i'm implying that there's something going on inside me, and there's nothing. the sms was sent out purely out of concern for a friend. Hurrr ?
four. hecks. why am i so edgy over the whole sms. just admit that i was the one who sent it dammit. not as if it had any mushy stuff inside whatsoever.
five. stop thinking about it and just remain annoynomous. If that person wishes to know who the mystery sender is, the person will just take the initiative to ask others or check the contact list up.
six. but i still want to admit that it was me. i mean, i've nothing to hide and that sms was sent solely out of good intentions towards a friend.
seven. OKAY. STOP thinking and fussing over this!
sarah at 10:58 am