Tuesday, October 19, 2004
depression...
okay..the title is not merely about depression alone.The day started out with me hearing some silly stuff which blared out from the radio...
depression is merely anger without enthusiasm.
My brain cells are not working well now.. the quote sounds cheem..but i think it has a silly and -duh- cannotation attached to it.
Ah lala. Today's a free day. Tomorrow's going to be free as well... except for food n health lect at 4pm. Shall fully utilise my time today.
To do list :
- study organic chem! read up on basics and benzenes/phenols which the prof covered in like.. 45 minutes? Yelps.
- read finish the MOONSTONE.
YES! i'm STILL stuck on it after eons. Help. Dying. --
-Do Stats tutorial 8 . bleahs.
I'm being all so boring with my blog. These days, all i talk about is stress, depression, exams, lectures, lab reports, tests, tutorials.. sheesh. i hate what i'm becoming into.
Becoming.... the state of sudden realisation that you've turned into something that you're trying all so hard not to be. one word. Nerd. Nerds are cool. Cool as a nerd. How come no one ever says that? Somehow, university is making me sit up, question my aims in life, and make me want to plan and do SOMETHING about them. Only thing thats keeping me motivated is getting into honours... and hopefully ..attaining a CAP of 4.5 for this sem ? Hohoho. Working really hard towards it. But.. will just leave everything into God's hand.
Having inteviews for major Hall committees later at 11pm. 20 over people fighting for 6 places as writers for the hall's bulletin board. Sheesh. Help.
sarah at 9:56 am